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2008-06-21T03:12:00.001+08:00

I've kinda abondoned this blogspot.
Everyone is in LJ and it makes reading much easier.

So, I'm over there too, burntperception.

2008-03-06T03:58:00.002+08:00

I cant help being possessive or rather idiotic.

I cant take beat downs.

Just sore about losing.

It's really stupid for such an issue. But I'm raging.

going to sleep soon.

2008-02-19T03:01:00.002+08:00

idiotic space that caused me alot of trouble.

gonna abondon it, perhaps for now.

maybe, elsewhere.

i've got some things to say. but
idiotic space.

2008-02-17T01:18:00.004+08:00

Hello, yes V-day has passed! Was spent with love. She was such a sweetie pie the past few days, waiting for me for a couple of days over at my place and I really appreciate that baby. She did the same one V-day except witha lil surprise awaiting me.. She locked my room door which I found really suspicious.. But, I waited patiently for her nonetheless? I think? HAHA but missed her so disturbed her to open quite a few times..

Then I saw orangey light when she opened the door! Candles formed in a heart-shaped on Danisa butter cookies tin. The cookies are mine!! I got a self-made card too! LOVE. and of course the highlight of the presents, my necklace! (: I love my girlfriend.

We had dinner over at Bugis, steamboat (: And after that we had fantastic ice-cream. Dark Chocolate with Rapsberry. YUMMY. headed down to tanjong pagar area and then to dbl o to find the rest. I had 4 shots, tiffiee had 2 shots and we drank up the Vodka Cranberry. We all got a little cranky.

Headed to play and it was madness thruout our journey to play. Drunk friends, vomit, sleep, and alot of "wait give me a few mins" we gave them 1 and a half hours or so lor. haha... anyway play was not too bad.. (: Video over at Nique's LJ. HAHA. great laughs.

Anyway, got back all my coursework grades.
FOI : B+
IF: B+
CMA: A.

HA. some people marked me down for FOI project work and yet they still got C+ for overall coursework grade when the bloody project got an A. and my project grade was B. SERIOUSLY, I have the last laugh. whatever.. just save your " i thought our project was going to fail, but we got A". Directly translated from chinese to english. PUN INTENDED.

chinese new yr was good cos I got to drive and my angpow has hit half a thousang and its all gone cos i GOT A NEW PHONE, P1i baby! I'm lovin' it! (:

School has unoffically ended, projects are done for. And it marks end of year, end of year 2. Approaching my final year. HAHA. anyway, studied with baby today over at National Library. I covered a few pages okie. (:

hmmm. shud i go for dragonboat tmr?

2008-02-01T17:18:00.000+08:00

PDA phone (P1i) Davidoff Coolwater.

Tiffany&Co

Titanium.

Acoustic Guitars.

Which colour you want?

Mazda 3 in midnight purple.

Gucci Belt

Gucci Dogtags.

baby chengs,all this is for you!

i know you love me!

Oh no i am late for work!

RUNS.

love ya

xxox tiffieee.

2008-02-01T17:09:00.000+08:00

this picture was taken at least 1 1/2 years ago.

look at her face. so nerdy.

were you shy or something?

or what were you doing? i forgot.

you still looks the same.

those chubby cheeks.

love you.

-tiffieee.

2008-02-01T16:56:00.000+08:00

CSY,
tiffiee misses you so much.
please be good and study for your test tmr.
dont tell me you're lazy,
i'l spank your lazy ass.
meet me tmr okay!
i've been a very naughty girl today,
i missed lecture again.
but i have been cracking my
head trying to do my assignment.
so that means i have been a good girl.
are you gonna kiss me? (:

love you smellypoo!
-tiffieeelicious.

2008-01-31T02:12:00.000+08:00

I sent my baby home the other night.. (: My baby is so silly. After she got home, she messaged me but I didnt reply. So, she called me twice but I didnt answer.. My dad wanted to go for a spin! It got my baby so worried cos she couldnt get me. Silly girl, I was driving. I cruised at 80 km/h on the expressway. Dad taught me this super cool function that his car has. It allows the car to travel at a constant speed without accelerating. So, I cruised at 80 km/h.

My route went like this: Bedok Reservoir - Hougang - Eunos- Changi Airport via PIE - East Coast via ECP -Bedok - Bedok Reservoir.. So thrilled!

Anyway... I have a super long wishlist now, it's building up as the days passes.

And to mention again, time flies. and it's thurs agn? WTF. end of jan, CNY is next thurs and fri. I remember telling my baby the other time that it's 2 or 3 weeks to CNY. Yes, what the hell. Time crisis.

Got leadership presentation today, MAYBE. I haven prepared. I'm sleepy and tired, had Comm Skills test yesterday. So, maybe gonna prepare during my 3 hour break tmr.. Hope I will be productive.

CIAO. SLEEP BABY!

thanks for waiting for me today. though the time spent with you was short, hope you liked the day. I love you sweets.

2008-01-28T00:39:00.000+08:00

dragonboat training was superb! HAHA.. it was tough.. Edward kept making us do the "paddles up" position.. and it was really strainous and taxing on our backs, shoulder and hands. Was trembling and trembling! And when he asked us to do the strokes continuously it was so so so relieving.

Overall, it was fun! haha. Me and baby paddled well (: he praised us after 50 strokes of pair work. Gotta keep the top hand straight and it really made paddling so much easier, but really tiring. Got to train up on endurance and hand strength (:

We went to KFC to eat after that.. the kallang branch with free flow of drinks. HAHA reminded me of the times we had softball matches and trainings at kallang field. We ate alot today. We ordered 2 Prosperity meal, 2 cheese fries and one drink. And, there was 6 of us. We filled our hungry tummies contentedly to the brim.

Then, we walked to the bus stop and tiffie wanted to see Cino. And we decided to go to Boon Keng to play bball and Nique will bring Cino down. But Cino was showering so she couldn't go out, didnt manage to see that lil rabbit! Another time yea? So we played bball, frisbee and did forfeits. HA. Much laughter and fun.

It was a good day I should say.

Anyway I'm gonna do my FOI tutorial now.. though I didnt attend lecture I need to have some work completed or else Mr Chan will mark my participation point down again.. Have Communication Skills summative test this wednesday plus leadership test this Saturday. And maybe leadership presentation this thurs.. That depends on the drawing of lots and we'll see how lucky or unlucky my group is. HA.

I'm tired.. Good night.

I Love You.

2008-01-27T02:26:00.000+08:00

I haven mention that, on Monday, I skipped FOI lecture cos I almost overslept and decided to give it a total miss. My dad was on MC and just as I was about to leave home for school he came home and he asked if I was late for school. So I said going to be late already. And he asked me to drive to school! HAHA SO I drove myself in the Nissan Cefiro 2.3 with V6 engine. It was so so so smooth I cant explain how good the ride was compared to CDC's Toyota Vios..

I was quite happy and kan chiong and excited.. On one occasion when I was changing lane, the big car took quite a long time so I hurriedly steer the wheel and resulted in an abrupt lane change. My dad's reaction was quite funny cos the car kinda jerked to the right. wahahahaa.

So, after school I came home to study awhile and drove to pick my mum up from work. OMG, the journey was powerrr. Drove on PIE to CTE, did a U-turn and exited at Clemenceau [sp??] Ave. HAHA it was 80km/h. plus shiok ah. hahaha.. anyway my dad and mum said my driving skills are not bad but just that I drive too fast. OH WELLS.

I'm sleepy.. Today wasnt a bad day :)

2008-01-23T02:16:00.000+08:00

Happy 3rd Anniversary, My lovee!

3 years ago... we were on a date.. and "do you believe what I told you is true" ? I guess you would have by now..

Bought flowers and small snacks for my love. Sakae at Century. Lots of laughs and fucked supervisor and asst. managers. Bad. Dont go there, the only person nice was the ONLY male waiter.

Went for CMA test, went to parkway with love after that. Bought a pair of earrings for each of us. Baby bought a necklace from Diva (:

Bus home after that with peas and carrot juice..

You do know, deep down I do care but on the surface I rather not show too much for I rather avoid getting you annoyed or irritated. I care so fucking much that I swallowed everything down to seem like I'm fine with it. What else can I do? Things were done, words were said.. It's actually a big deal to me.. but how much right do I have? I shall not go overboard..

Just hope you will understand and confide in me..

Just love you so much.. really.

2008-01-20T13:00:00.000+08:00

And so, today I woke up on the wrong side of bed.
I am very troubled.
I am very insecure.

Just hold me a little closer, hug me tighter. Show me that I am the one you want, wouldnt you? Deep inside you are the one I really want and need. Show me a little more love, and I will show you entirely what I have to offer cos you have not seen it all. Show me a little more patience and understanding, and you'll get your way. I need to receive you, ever heard of fuel for the car?

so whats up sleepyhead?

2008-01-19T00:03:00.000+08:00

I blogged 2 entries earlier in the day but I deleted them both. I woke up today light-hearted and very positive that it was gonna be a good day despite lack of sleep. It got deleted too. heh..

I think I need self-security, in terms of self-actualisation. Such as a good education, successfully finding a good career job, personal assets such as a car, ensuring that I'm competent enough for the business market. I've gotten thru the stage of basic and social needs I hope.

Self-confidence, self-esteem and motivation wise I hope its achieved too. Together all in all, I think I would be a much better individual. Now, I worry too much. I've got dreams that I'm so eager to fulfill right at this moment.

Good night.

I don't like it too.

2008-01-12T03:14:00.000+08:00

I'm still up at this hour despite having to wake up at 7am to get my ass down to Holland Village to help Adell with data entry..

I hate nights. It's the period for a whirlpool of emotions.

I'm having financial and emotional crisis. I'm going about trying to solve them.

I dont feel like breathing a word.

no, im not okay.

2008-01-07T22:35:00.000+08:00

wo de xin hen teng.
wo xi wang wo shuo yong you de,
dou hui bao liu zhe yong you.
wo hen pa dan du yi ge mian dui shi jie.
wo zhen de hen pa.

2007-12-27T11:18:00.000+08:00

Eve of xmas eve saw baby and myself buying a couple of things. =)
Xmas eve was spent shopping and counting down with the friends. =)
Xmas lunch over at Godma's and met baby and her bro after that.
Boxing day saw me over at the driving centre being jitty and gi-git abt my driving test.

I GOT MY LICENSE YEA BABY. grins grins. demerit of 10 points. I bought my P Plate. hehehe..

I came online to check the two queens website.. gonna go now.. we are gonna club at play tonight.. parents are out of town.. my dad warned me not to try to drive the car. super irritating. stayover tonight.. cant wait cant wait =p

I got a phone.. motorla v3x i think..

alright. we are going to isetan priv sale... couldnt sleep last night till like 5 or so. was quite hard to sleep.

2007-12-18T03:36:00.000+08:00

Real love is feeling like being a part of that person's life almost isn't enough. It's more like a feeling that you would live in the same skin with them if you could and share every thought, heart beat, and emotion as one. - Rod Cannon

Really love the above love quote. =)

2007-12-16T01:26:00.000+08:00

I dont see how imperfect we are. I guess existing imperfections have proved how perfect we are for each other..

I've seen and experienced the many times we have been nice to each other. It can be done, it was achieved, it can and it will always be accompolished. The moments are very indescribable. Those moments were present, Im not too sure if you felt the same. I hope you did too, love. The strongest one was the most recent, just this very week, a couple of days back. It was very nice of you, I adored it, I appreciated it. I did, and I still do. Thanks love.

I think hard. But I just dont get anything close to goodbye.

I cant remember when, but let's say 32 - 34 months ago, was the first time I said your stares make me go weak.
I'm keeping my word for that.

it's the occasionally frequency of them that makes me yearn for more.
it's them which adds on to the significance of everything.
your sweet lil kisses and pecks keep me sane.
your kisses and touch are irresistable.
for goodbye will never be within our stand of love.

2007-12-14T02:18:00.000+08:00

i will.. but i wont.
i can.. but i cant.

its int fin tmr. it's just a wrong night. int fin jus made it worst.

miss you.

2007-12-12T18:26:00.000+08:00

I had my first paper today and it was very easy for that fact that I was a nutcase.. I shant elaborate more cos I made a huge mistake in my point of view.

Okie. so tmr is cost and managerial accounting paper. and friday is international finance paper.

I cant remember was it last night that I asked soot which was the most difficult paper and she said FOI which was today's paper so i gasped loudly cos i wasnt so prepared. but after some thought she changed her mind and said int fin and I couldnt agree more, I swear.

I studied three bloody topics and it killed me, totally. (pronounce : toe-ly)

CMA, I studied 1.5/5 chaps. bravo bravo. Not to mention I still have the tutorials to complete cos I didnt do some of it. Bravo Bravo.

mid sem tests are just one hour and ironically it sucks cos the paper is short yet so there are limited things that will come out and you cant jus pick cos you are not just not sure what will come out. But really, just study.

My baby got her results.. Well, it's not too bad.. love love.. poor girl she is sick again. I thought of asking her to go for a flu vaccination but she said she cant take it due to allergy. she gets sick every alternate days. =( it seems like everyday now, considering its monsoon, stupid rain and I jus wish hurricane and typhoon will hit.. Im kidding, it will never.

I ate dinner. It was nice. I will be staying home and see my dad after 365 days he always claim. and he spoilt my birkenstock. I have a new pair.. but.. I hate him, thats my point. To make things worst, he used it without my permission. Wore it in the rain, washed, made the soles wear and tear in a horrible manner with his ugly walking style, and the sole is almost halfway out. I preserved it for 3 years not too perfectly but nicely enough to last that 3 yrs and he wore it on a RAINY day and spoilt it. I dont even wear it to the market nor wear it on rainy days if i can help. Bloody, it's not a 5 dollars market slippers.

Im stressed, not. And its worrying me cos I ought to study la seriously.

2007-12-11T03:26:00.000+08:00

I have been studying ABIT. HAHA. Actually I only have 3 papers. They are one hour each. So. is it really that necessary to study so hard and so much?? I see my girlfriend staring at me and breathing down my neck, if its possible doing that at the same time that is.

HEY MSN closed on me la, dumb shit. Was talking to my gf happily about what I have done and have not done for the entire study workload shit. Then I shall put it here .

FOI - 4/4 chaps.. need to do mindmaps for 3 chaps, study harder and memorise, revise tutorials
CMA - starting on my very first chap now. 0.5/5 chaps
INT FIN - 3/6 chaps. need to do mindmaps for 3 chaps, study harder and memorise, revise tutorials.

It's this stupid, I did study for so many hours but I cant really remember what I study. What fits into this cateogory? What are the components for that chapter huh? What are the important content? its like a brain block!!

It's still not too lateee.

I got a job training shit tmr at 10am. Its not a very interesting job I reckon. Will go anyways to see how it is.

I say alot of shits this few days.

2007-12-09T02:54:00.000+08:00

my baby is watching L word.. and.. I'm studying FOI. Fundamentals of investment. Shares, bonds, risk and return, arithmetic mean, geometric mean, holding period return, relative return, standard deviation, variance... what fuck..

mumbles and writes notes.

2007-12-09T02:01:00.000+08:00

hmmm. I'm studying FOI now. I just started studying, so much for planning my timetable on tuesday ya.. haha. I'm such a sucker.. It's Sunday morning already..

It's okie, my test starts on Wednesday.. it's not too late.. =)

alrights, shall not say anything more.. back to studying. im still on my first chapter..

byebyee...

my love for you is deep and simply profound.

2007-11-24T04:36:00.000+08:00

It's the weekend again! Time flies. Soon, it will be Monday. Soot will be home, Baby's exams will be starting. Wednesday, baby's and Nique's exam will end. We going Kuishinbo. YAY Thursday I have Leadership individual assignment proposal to be submitted, clubbing at night. Friday, I have Communication Skills test. YAWNS. then I will be having my primary school gathering over at Angie's house. HAHA.

I completed my online assignment. I got tutorials for the whole week. I skipped a couple of lectures so I need to buck up and study. Hmm. Mid Sems are from 10 Dec and after that HELLO DRIVING TEST!! I CANT WAIT.

I'm very sleepy jus waiting for my love to go to bed together. Asked her to study abit.. Have chalet tonight, Sat night. Invited the clique.. it's actually mum's company's chalet but it is vacant cos no one wants to stay over.. so i get to invite my friends! =)

I HOPE MY BABY WILL STUDY FINISH TO BE IN THE SAFE ZONE THAT WE SET AND HER FATHER GOES TO WORK, THEN SHE CAN COME TO THE CHALET AND STAY OVER AND STUDY AND BE GOOD WITH ME. IF NOT SO LONELY, THE BED EMPTY LOR. =P

I just blogged in stupid english and funny sentences. Pardon me, my limited brain capacity was used up for the online COMMUNICATION SKILLS submission, I was a critic.. we were supposed to comment on 2 of our group members' work. OH WELL.

I'm thinking of a couple of things. I'm going to sleep soon. NIGHTS

2007-11-14T03:39:00.000+08:00

tiffanieeee.t chococoatedraisins. says:
my temptation is <--------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------->

tiffanieeee.t chococoatedraisins. says:
to ask u dont go

tiffanieeee.t chococoatedraisins. says:
but <------> this much of me says ok la just go.

tiffanieeee.t chococoatedraisins. says:
HAHA

we were talking about me going to Pulau Tekong tomorrow.. This is how much my girlfriends loves me =)))

2007-11-10T03:12:00.000+08:00

I reached home at this time yesterday. Love and I went to Play and met Nique, Vonn and CJ there.. it's a nice place. I like it.. we're going again this thurs. plus point is that it is 2 bus stops away from love's workplace... =) grins.

My body clock is screwed.. I think I'm going thru Metamorphosis. haha I hope I'm kidding.. Hmmm I think I ate lesser than few days. I hope I look better.. Hmmmm...

Things have been alright.. Wasnt splashing dashing superb but it's more than satisfactory considering factors and circumstances. What?

Met up with Nique, Esther and Vonn jus now to supposedly study. Tmr, study with baby and maybe Nique.. So I need rest now.. gonna get love her favourite donuts and send her to school... =)

Miss you..

That day, I pledged my love.
I took it seriously with all my might,
And still am as it's our life.
This is something I cant entirely comprehend.
It's something very significant to my soul.
Although issues may choke us up.
One day, I hope we really see this love in good light.

I have never hoped and wanted this much.
This relationship is something beyond the norms.
It really means alot to me.
And, no matter how, keep trying.
Nothing is ever gonna break it.
Not anyone, not anything anymore.
If ever, unfortunately it does, it's gotta be us.
I will hold on to it no matter how,
My visionary limit is eternity.

2007-10-30T00:05:00.000+08:00

My girlfriend suddenly stopped messaging me.. She must be busy with either Snowie, Honeyie or something else..

School has started and I cant say it's so much fun cos the timetable is complicated and screwed.

Monday - 9am to 7pm.. initally ends at 5pm but i changed my leadership lecture. hmmm.

Tuesday - 9am to 11 am!! shiok, wake up early and go to school and waste sleep.

Wednesday - tentively no school but occasional make up lecture and tutorials. and project yes. such a bore to drag myself there jus for project.

Thurs - 9am - 4pm [err 3 hrs break!]

Friday 10am - 4 pm. i dont remember ending school so late on fridays.

its good somewhere somehow. but v screwed at the same time. Joining Venture Era Group Pte Ltd has made me have limited time.. I miss my baby... =(

and since school started I did all my tutorials which is a very good thing =) hope i continue being good. it's just the first week u see, abit enthu ah...

2007-10-21T01:25:00.000+08:00

I deleted the previous post as life is too short for quarrells.

Hmm so last night baby stayed over at my place. We completed her OTQM assignment and before that we had or rather I had a hard time settling down to do it.. The truth is, I missed you alot thats why and I'm not very good at resisting temptations, see. Love.

We kinda slept after everything was done. Woke up to the knockings of my door by my mum. We both forgot that it was a Saturday. So, my mum went out and my dad came home. He sounded really happy when he greeted baby with a very unusually loud "HELLO!" HAHA.

I went to work. My baby came with me. She bought us food and we ate. Together with the food and the nasi lemak my mum got for me, we were two happy full souls. So, my girlfriend went to work and we met after that and went to Bugis.

Bought a few stuff, I bought socks! ahhaa my girlfriend bought a bangle, mascara. yesterday bought her this really nice red small bag/puch from Cotton On. haha happy she is.

Lovely she is to me.
Lust is the substance running through my blood.

2007-10-07T02:49:00.000+08:00

Went clubbing twice this week. On wednesday and just now, jus came back.. Baby and I went to Zouk, velvet underground, Phuture. Danced at Phuture on Wednesday, danced at Zouk today.. music was much better..

I am very tired.
I have random thoughts day in day out.
Haunting reflections, images and thoughts just wouldnt leave me alone.

I only slept 3 hrs last night. I have work everyday.

2007-09-27T02:45:00.000+08:00

This is the second night I'm having my lavender purple PSP slim. and I cant use it. Not that the console is spoilt. We bought this extra charger which costed 38 bucks each. Had a good offer till it was 30 each and free one psp usb cable, free games.. so 60 bucks. considered it good offer.

Baby called me to say her batt cant fit into the special charger.. and so i tried mine. I was measuring it and I was quite certain it could fit. Then i tried charging it, no light. I wanted to remove it and the fucking battery is stuck. Im vexed. Its jus the second night.

Not that I wasnt feeling very good today. I am having a bad bad headache... and I very very very rarely get headaches. I think it is due to stress.

So stress.
ARGH.

2007-09-15T00:54:00.000+08:00

Latest updates:

-Passed my Final Theory Test
-Picnic at east coast with clique, baby, donut and snowieee =)
-Soot left for Sydney on Weds morning..
-Results out. All subjs got A, Sociology got a Z.
-Biz fin revision lecture this tues, pon exam la.
-Hope to pass biz fin with flying colours to be a straight As student. HAHA.

Last but not least,
-Waiting for the day to come whereby I can book my Traffic Police Test, which is the driving test which will determine if I get my driving license. Looking at the date at the end of the year which is after the mid term test..

Went for driving jus now.. and the instructor was super contridicting.. He brought me on 3 of the test routes.. At one point, he said I was careless cos I wanted to beat the flashing right turn arrow..and my safety procedures to check blindspot and rear plus side mirrors was constantly forgotten. After the lesson, he said that my standard is good, not bad and if I continue at this standard I can pass TP test..

Today I learnt a new technique.. its called the "kick-down" technique for auto cars. It was super fun. When the car is fully straighten, jus jam fully on the accerelator and the car has the sports car effect like "vrrrooooom" and the car picks up speed.. Did it twice! SUPER FUN BUT SCARY cos if done without the wheels of the car straighten, the car will mount the kerb or ram into fences out of control.. and he said petrol consumation using this technique one will cost about 50 cents to a dollar. hahaa.

I did emergency braking today too. it was fucking funny. Just jam fully and hard on the brakes. HAHA! the whole car jerkkkked so hard. HAHA.. did it twice. First one was bad cos I jammed half and he gave a verdict that I just got into an accident.. fun fun!!

my baby called! byeee!

2007-08-26T18:29:00.001+08:00

hello.

today is studying day. tomorrow is the start of the exams and I cant wait for the third day after tomorrow which marks the end of exams and HOLIS!!

haha i'm not even halfway thru the process of preparing for it la. LAspects tmr, it's law. and now im studying sales of goods act. and I hope i jus quickly finish studying and remember everything that I studied.

My love ends one day before me... =( The day she ends her paper is the day I will have to study super smart and extremely hard cos its PCA and I'm only done with 2 topics out of 13 topics and PCA requires alot of practice la and my coursework grade was a B+ and so not v good la. Yes, Im looking forward to studying PCA, and gg for the exam too! Playtime after PCA!

So friday's activities are planned already. Yippie!

Realised I'm kinda wasting my energy here. I jus showered and am refresh after my hr long of nap that was initially planned on 20 mins..

1 and ahalf more chapters of intensive depth studying and 5 more chapters of thorough reading through, it's the previous term's work.. so HECKS.

=) love love love love. one step at a time. do your best!

2007-08-20T01:47:00.000+08:00

My baby is asleep, Puddz baby is half-asleep beside me. She is lying down on her wheel..

Just took these pictures of her.. She is sleeping with her eyes half-closed. I guess she must be tired. Something very poor thing happened to her, she is kinda balding. =(

Changed her grill cage to a hamster tank, so that she will not bite on the grill and disalign her brains..

Well, the new tank is transparent and the cover is purple, the tank comes with purple accessories too. Puddz likes to sit in her food bowl and eat, super cute lor. The grilled cage was given to Honeyie, the new teddy bear hamster tiffie baby bought.

Puddz baby's new home, with the creeky squeaky uber extremely noisy wheel.

The baby girl finally decided that is was safe and quiet enough for her to enter dreamland.

Exams are exactly in a week for me and my darling, and that means the long holis are nearing! yays!! But first of all, gotta storm through the 4 papers. Namely, Legal Aspect of Business, Business Finance, Cost and Managerial Accounting and Partnership and Company Accounts... They are mentioned accordingly to the first paper to be sat for to the last.

Am glad that it's only four papers, considering I started off this semester with 6 subjects. Sociology is fully accounted for, presentation was last thurs and I dont wanna talk about it. Computerised Accounting System is also fully accounted for, and it brings greater expectation as I was ranked second highest for raw coursework without participation points.. 87.1 baby!

Coursework grades as follows:
CAS - A [raw coursework grade w/o participation]
CMA - A
Business Finance - A
PCA - B+ [tutor said it was a extremely high B+, missed my A =( ]
LAspect of biz - A [just using my gut feeling. they haven released the full coursework grade, but judging from the project,we got 56/60 and mid sem test I got an A.. YUPPS!]

And, I know studying for the finals wud be v difficult cos I didnt attend many lectures and didnt do my tutorials at all. That is the price I have to pay... Study everything slowly and everything is something new to me. That sucks!!

Anyway, started on my first chapter of PCA and first page of biz finance. HAHA. gonna sleep now la. Was arranging all my study materials, so that I can study properly. And puddz jus sleeply fell off the wheel. So silly.

Hey baby! Study hard, study smart, strive to the end. It's only 3 papers for you.. you get to enjoy one more day before I do!!
Come on come on come on come on!!

Lovesss you plenty =)

2007-08-05T12:38:00.000+08:00

For you said my tears are worthless to you and it means nothing to you.

I haven shed much. It's not that I dont feel anything. But that sentence bite me.

I had as much hopes for today as you did.

2007-08-05T12:16:00.000+08:00

Stayed up and woke up early to do my CAS theory because I thought I would have something better to do today.

Had a fun day with you yesterday.

Now I'm not sure what today brings.

2007-08-04T02:00:00.000+08:00

Not confident for my Socio test at all. Finished studying but I do get the concepts and all mixed up n cant really remember everything. I dont have the heart and brain power to study. So tired.

I wanna sleep with youuu.

ytnelpuoyevol,uoyssimi,eeeiffit,revolym,dneirflrigym.

love love la. =)

2007-07-25T22:41:00.000+08:00

There's this really big problem with me.. I'm having mock test for Sociology tomorrow and I totally haven touched a word. ACCPAC test this saturday. And I'm having not very positive feelings about it, my instincts are quite true.

Still have Biz Fin tutorials to complete. Don't ask me why I'm so screwed in terms of time management. I dont know what went wrong where. Nevermind about the mock test tmr since Socio test is next Sat....

But my ACCPAC test is super important to me, it's 15% of my total CAS grade. It just matters alot. I will practice it for 3 hours tomorrow and 5-6 hours on Friday.

2007-07-24T18:56:00.000+08:00

I will never ever go against my gut feelings nor ever not follow my heart again. In this short 1 week, I think doing so lead me to undesirable consequences.. Things were never meant to happen that way.

Anyway, I have a strong believe that everything is within my control and when anything goes wrong, it's my fault. Somehow I've learnt that some things are really not my fault and I shall not claim it as mine nor claim it fully as mine. Enough is enough, really.

My weakness is being unable to reject people.

Peace off.

2007-07-22T21:19:00.000+08:00

Happy 30th Monthsary baby! (: We have been together for 2 and a half years already. That's been fast! Anyway, didnt meet my baby today. She aint feeling well. Had dinner at home with the family, ate Abaaalooneee noodles. Mymmy cooked it, it was nice =) She said the aabaalooone costed 100 bucks per can. muahaha.

Anyway I didnt do much today except for touching up my cas tutorial, uploading it online and watch L word and sleep...

Last night I finished my CAS tutorial and did the CAS quiz. The deadline is only tomorrow only but I have already submitted it. I have come to realize that last minute work does not feel this good. Last week, I completed my Biz Fin tutorial so much earlier and the night before I didnt have to rush it. It was a pretty cool kinda thing, really =)

Going to NTU for a convocation event tomorrow. It starts at 9 or 930 am, so i reckon I gotta wake up at about 6.45am? Meet my friends and make our way there, we have to wear formal! HA. So I will be getting a Leave of Absence for school tomorrow. Will miss Biz Fin lecture and PCA tutorial, thats the reason why I'm feeling it's still a off-day and I haven touched my tutorials.

I'm going on this savings scheme which will work out soon, really. It has to.

I think you are beautiful and yesterday was a mistake. Sorry.

2007-07-19T20:40:00.000+08:00

Hey!

I passed my basic theory, booked for my final theory which is on 5th sept and gotten my PDL already. It's only valid for 6 months. HAHA. So that means I can drive on the road during practical! Not sure if I have to complete the circuit module first.

School's been hectic. Submitted Law project on Monday, tomorrow is the submission of CAS project as well as reflection journal, which is done. Also have Socio project group consultation tmr, as today the tutor was on MC.

Tomorrow, my class has to attend this talk by Dr Vivian Balakrishna [sp?] in the school auditorium and its compulsory for us as our class is the only class that ends at early?So, before that the class is going for a class lunch. Best thing is 3 bucks can be claimed from the school. On budget, so NO PROBLEM la. Lunch ON. hahaha

I've completed my CMA tutorial, I like CMA. Cost managerial accounting! haha it's super fun cos it gets me confused. Anyway I also have law tutorial but I have no intention on getting it done anyway, Law of Negligence. BLAH.

First of all, gotta study for my Business Finance test which is on Saturday. Not free to study tmr afternoon as the talk is compulsory... So time wasting, really.

2007-07-15T01:51:00.000+08:00

It has always been the endless stream

What more? School. Tutorials. Deadlines. Projects. Emotions.

Good day to you.

2007-07-10T00:00:00.000+08:00

I should jus quit looking at the comfort page for booking my practical lessons. Nobody wants to help ok, everyone jus dont wanna help okie. I'm fucking telling that I need money and they have been delaying and lessons are booked all the way to end of sept or even beginning of oct.. that means i dont need to attend practical during my holis alr okie. I'm fucking agitiated, irritated, angry and feeling idiotic.

BECOS I SIMPLY CANT DO WHAT I WANNA DO SO BADLY. so cliche, "the world turned their backs ~~on me~~" me isnt great afterall.

I'm having CMA tmr, I haven really started and I jus dont feel like studying. Now, I should start blaming.

2007-07-04T00:08:00.000+08:00

Driving e-trial tomorrow.
Boring.

Misses misses.

Some really true inner confessions:
- I'm having my menses and I'm moodswinging abit.
-I think I lust slightly too much and I'm feeling deprived despite yesterday.. Baby =( it was great.
- caught Nancy Drew with baby today and it was quite scary really. I'm timid. Guts = 0

cranky, really.
BYE.

2007-06-24T01:10:00.000+08:00

BBQ is tomorrowww!! Looking forward, been quite awhile since I attended a BBQ! YAYS. Baby is coming over to sleepover you know you know. So, it sure will be good.

I changed smelly Puddz cage alr, now it's clean and fresh. MUAHAHA. Anyway, school reopens on Monday which is tomorrow, since it's Sunday now. That reminds me that projects are kinda going the correct way! Finished PCA, ACCPAC is on the right track, timing is not too bad, Law is gg on fine, Socio was efficient I should say.

This week will be my group's turn to present and "entertain" the class with games for the first 5-10 mins of lesson of Sociology. SO, my Sociology groupmates wanted to play a game. Put a hamster in the box, ask the others to feel and guess what it is. I'm the only one with a hamster and I rejected strongly cos others will feel pain and see blood.. It was such a bad idea la, Puddzieee BITES. Anyways, we decided on this game whereby the groups have to draw symbols/logos of brands such as Mazda. It's not easy somehow, some is. HMMM!!

Anyhows I'm gonna do my PCA tutorial and wait for my princess to give me a HOLLA. She loves the tv more than me. She watches tv every night and during that time, I'M LEFT ALONE. -MUMBLES REALLY LOUDLY- I hope she senses it and call me soon cos I'm really too tired for PCA. ~~Partnership and Company Accounts =(~~ SLEEP. =))

2007-06-18T17:38:00.000+08:00

Days have past, birthday has past, everything just flew by so quickly. 2 weeks of break seemed more like school. I cant say I'm not enjoying it and I cant say I'm enjoying it. Well, there's just 2 sides to the story.

Major events that happened are outing with the old time best clique and my birthday with baby.

Outing with the bunch was fun. Baby, Coven, Soot, Esther, Amanda and Sylvia. Kuishinbo-ed and it was nice. Renovation somewhat did not change the place much, jus placement of food was switched. Ate alot, baby liked the fried soft shell crab, Sashimi, cold crab, Nabeinomo [sp??] haha. NABEI! I liked the fish that had egg in the stomach. haha we rushed for LOBSTER!

Anyways, got cupcakey cake for my birthday. Had exactly 7 of it so each one of us had one, thanks darling! It was EGGLESS. (: Proceeded to The Arena, partially in fear and anticipation of a phone call. HAHA it's a private issue. Anyhows, got free entry into The Arena, got 2 free drinks. So I drank Gin Tonic, Whiskey Soda and Vodka Cranberry. YUMMY. danced a little wee bit! Cabbed home. That was my mini celebration with the gang. THANK YOU ALL!

On my birthday, baby and I went to vivo for lunch, bought sweets and chocos from Candy Empire and headed for work. Time flew past as always, went to Marina Bay for steamboat bbq. Ate at Chong Pang. It was nice it was nice!! So fun!! But that some older lesbians were at the next table and they kept looking over and checked me out. Why? Do I look too young or do we not look compatible. Dont know if she was looking at the clothes I was wearing or my big butt. Irritating..

Anyhows, have been going back to school to complete projects and what more? It's tiring. AND, I've registered for my driving course!! My basic theory test is on the 18th of July which is exactly in a month's time! I'm not kiasu, I always just go all the way out to have what I want and like. I cant stand my determination at times. It does suck. HEH.

Gonna book the e-trial stuff online for my driving now.. I got this optical mouse as a free gift when I registered just now. It's super nice cos it's shaped like a car and it's jus super nice. LOVE IT!!

2007-06-09T14:20:00.000+08:00

My baby is at work. I feel like I have to complete part of my tutorial before I leave the house to meet her. I'm such a bummer. I suddenly have the urge to download games. But yet again, I dont want to cause addiction will screw up my life. We'll see. Dota and escapda sounds not too bad.

I have to take bus 21 to geylang and change bus. AH haha.

I feel like dressing up today yo! Shall go choose what I want to wear and NOT look at my tutorials. I jus dont wish to worry about my academic matter for the rest of this week, it's saturday today. It wont be long before i do again, a new week is supposed to start on sunday untechnically. And, CAS tutorials to hand in by monday. =(

Yesterday Coven and I were playing BP gas mania or something like that. I swear my mouse will spoil if i continue playing.

2007-06-08T01:01:00.000+08:00

FUCKED WEEK, fucked ending, fuck LAspect paper, fuck Biz Finance.

I thought abt it so much, I cant take it no more. End of my nightmare, 1/4 thru Sem 2.1 I'm telling you it aint easy.

Spells H.E.C.T.I.C
I cant take stress for nuts?

What I've always learnt was endurance. What I have is perseverance and tolerance.

Set for 2 more hours of revision, sleep and more revision in the morning. Every second comes closer to the end of my living nightmare for the past 6 days.

2007-06-07T09:52:00.000+08:00

I'm done with revising and I dont wish to recap what I study anymore.. Second last paper. Legal Aspect, god. 20 MCQS. and we have a law case study. The case is rather easy? But but, Im not sure of how the questions will be structured. Hope it will be managable like the other papers.

I'm super drained already. Never been so anxious about my studies, Mum was right. Thank God tomorrow is Friday and that this week is coming to end. On a lighter note, HELLO HOLIDAYS. HELLO BIRTHDAY. :) :) :)

I'm having mixed feelings about the anxiety to perform well.
I guess it has got to do with my goals and ambitions
I'm desperately trying and I know I will succeed.
Hopefully, always have been and will always

2007-06-04T01:47:00.001+08:00

First paper will start in exactly 9 hours. I dare say I'm prepared for the first paper. Hope I dont screw things up.

Had time to study a chapter of PCA and complete the chapter of Biz Finance which I left hanging the other day. So now, my schedule for PCA looks promising it's going the right way. I'm actually reading the second topic now! No big deal but I dont dare think about CAS, LAspect and Biz Finance.

I mean, I wanna study well and everything. So, I've decided that each time I come back from my paper, I'll take an hour or two to study the following day's paper, as in not the next day's but the next next day's paper. This way, I'll be able to take it easy and convince myself that there is nothing to worry about the following day's paper. This will be a routine till Wednesday only. Thursday night/Friday morning will be the end of all this shit.

I'm very stressed this Sem cos the subjects are quite illogical and nothing really gets in, I cant focus!

Man, I ought to be shot. And I need lots of luck. Aint execpting the norms for my results I suppose. And, I cant be bothered much, nothing gets in seriously!

So bye. I miss my baby, haven seen her for 2 days.
Puddz has been a naughty girl.

2007-06-02T22:19:00.000+08:00

I'm studying? No.

Today my parents bought another laptop so I own one now. YAY. We haven really decided who to take which. Anyhows the older one is on my table and I'm gonna abondon it and do my PCA??

I haven really covered much.

CMA - only practiced the revision kit questions.
PCA - halfway through some extra questions, gonna do the revision kit.
CAS - haven touched anything
LAspect - only touched 2 topics
Biz.Finance - only touched 1 and ahalf topics

great! haha

BYE..

2007-05-22T15:06:00.000+08:00

I'm done with CMA test finally. It was this morning and I shall not comment on it..

Got back my business proposal, he approved of it without leaving out reminders of small amendments to be made. So, good for me. I jus have to re-edit my draft proposal, submit a soft copy online and hand in a hard copy to him with appendixes. That will be a load off my shoulders.

Finally looking forward to the day without having deadlines to meet. Next CAS tutorial will have to be submitted on 11 June it seems, so not too bad la. Jus have this week's tutorials to finish up. Make-up lecture tomorrow, my whole day will be wasted.

I'm waiting for 3.30pm to come so that I can head out of school, to baby's school? Gonna do some editing in the meanwhile, better make full use of my time here.

happy 28th monthsary, love.

2007-05-21T00:32:00.000+08:00

For a digresser . .

this is love.

2007-05-21T00:17:00.000+08:00

I just handed in my CAS tutorial 15 minutes before the dateline and had 15 minutes to complete the quiz. First attempt - 5/10, second attempt - 9/10. woohoo. the second one was a rush, i jus based it on gut feeling and logic.

Have been rushing for datelines, I'm so exhausted. Have 7 subjects to juggle this sem. Hope i'll be done with my business proposal soon, for BOE. Then, I can submit it and be happy. My draft is due tomorrow, on his desk. What the fuck, i'm just halfway through it all.

Have PCA tutorials to complete by tonight, PCA tutorial tomorrow. Yan Peng will check our work. Rushing for 2 datelines tmr. And the time now is 12.22am. Lesson start at 11am, project meeting at 930 am.I planned to wake up early to do, now its ruined completely.

Have CMA test on tuesday morning. It's not funny.

So screwed. I hate last minute work and revision, but it seems thats what I always do that. I succumb to pressure, I cant take pressure, I jus fell like a sucker.

2007-04-19T01:28:00.000+08:00

lets see what interesting things has been installed and happening....

*TIFFIEEEE; take.my.breathe.away;again says:
AND THANKS for HELPING!

//KEYNN.. I will be your hero. says:
u owe me many many hugs and kisses for 5 yrs

//KEYNN.. I will be your hero. says:
for now, owe me 5 yrs worth of hugs and kisses

*TIFFIEEEE; take.my.breathe.away;again says:
yea

//KEYNN.. I will be your hero. says:
on top of the usuals of course

*TIFFIEEEE; take.my.breathe.away;again says:
MUACK MUACK MUACKS MUACKS MUACKS MUACKS
-instant results. cool =) thats my girl.

*TIFFIEEEE; take.my.breathe.away;again says:
so i must keep kissing u for for 5 years?

*TIFFIEEEE; take.my.breathe.away;again says:
my lips tired

//KEYNN.. I will be your hero. says:
yessss

/KEYNN.. I will be your hero. says:
i get extra hugs and kisses on top of the usual

*TIFFIEEEE; take.my.breathe.away;again says:
wow

//KEYNN.. I will be your hero. says:
tats only fair

*TIFFIEEEE; take.my.breathe.away;again says:
okay then.

I clinched a very big deal that I will be unable to compromise due to personal interest. There, got it.

nights! my ankle hurts

2007-04-17T01:22:00.000+08:00

I haven blogged for a month.

Updates:
-got nokia 6288! -fucking love the phone. hearts it big time.
-my princess got her girlish nokia 7373! (:
-got 100 love songs cd from baby for monthsary present. -baby, im so gonna drown in your love, literally. (:
-had a stayover for baby and friend&gf. =) sweet.
-been working and working. PS atrium now.
-last 4 days of work.
-Quiksilver limited edition wallet has reached it's retirement point. love my 16th bday present from my sweetheart. sadly, guess wallet has to take over as the financial money holder.
-i realised my wallets are all brown. Quiksilver, Guess and the stylo butchy wallet.
-school is starting in a week. - I CANT WAIT?! it's great to be able to spend lots of time with my lover.
-I'm charging my mp3 player. I hope it does work properly so I can transfer new songs in, the 100 love songs to be specific. =))

I'm gonna go off now. wonder where my baby is. I wanna crawl into bed with you. I hope you appear at my house to spend the night with me again..

I never get enough of you.

Baby,
I'm love-struck.

2007-03-16T01:03:00.000+08:00

Me and baby are very happy people now. BEAMS.

Firstly, we have been working and haven been spending quality time together until today! I had been working 7 days continuously before I haf an off day. PHEW. Got my results already, baby got hers too!! GREAT JOB for the both of us!!

Baby passed all her subjects. YAYYYS. cheers for my clever little one, it wasnt jus merely a pass you know, she got grades better than that.

Business english : C+
Business Maths : D+
Managing pple and org: C

cool yo, so happy happy for her!! my clever little one!! =p That means, it's time to PARTAYYY! yays, my baby doesnt have to go through the agony of studying over the holis jus for the supp papers. Thank God! yayyy!!

For myself,

Microecons: Z
Bus Stats: Z
Financial Accting: A
MBS: A
Psychology: A
Org Behav: B+

hehe, got 2 distinctions, 3 As, 1 B+, so wasted, could have gotten straight As. But good enough for a slacker like me. HAHA. woohoo, cant believe it still. My accumulative GPA is now 3.72. hahaa GPA just got better!!

So anyways today, fetched baby to my place, bought food. Love her so much then checked her results! It was splendid, then we went to Isetan private sale, baby and I each got 3 tops and wallets and baby got some other stuffs like leggings and rings. Had pasta mania for dinner, bought her famous amos cookies and then home sweet home.

Currently talking to her on MSN, we're gonna sleep soon cause we both have work tmr!

Did I mention she was such a sweetie and came down to find me over the weekend when I was working at Robinsons! Such a sweetiepie and she came down to Carrefour the other day with her bro too!! =p

P/s: My colleagues are very anxious to see who my gf is.

2007-03-06T00:07:00.000+08:00

I'm back. Had a happy day! thanks love.

Met my lover, shopped. She got 2 tops in a row! HAHA then after that we went to Sakae Sushi at Citylink for teabreak buffet. YUMMY! I love Kani Tempura lor!!

Then after that we went shopping with Soot. They both each got a top. So in total my baby had 3 tops! Walked around Marina Square, yada yada. Went to Mini Toons and I was craving for Lollis! Bought some, and I saw Disney mugs. Freaking cute I tell you. I told baby I like it and I asked her if I could buy one, and YES I bought one which had Winnie the Pooh design. Baby said I should buy that cos the Pooh is so 'ben-ben" like me, looks like me. HMM, it's purple though. HA!

So anyway I got 2 tops for myself. It was not too bad so yeah.. =) My cupboard is bursting la! Then we walked around and decided on Anderson's chocolate fondue. It was heavenly man!! YUMMY. My baby is lagi more yummylicious okie, and we talked about baby's maths paper ha. It's the most thrilling thing we've done in our whole life of education so far. HEHE..

Then, home sweet home. I love my baby so much. She was very sexy today, love her sexy shoulders and sexyback (literally!) hehe... I also had another fetish which I told her and she dismissed me as "SIAO!" haha. what the fuck, broke my heart. =((

Baby's working tmr, and I dont think I am. Francis didnt reply me.. hehe..

I'm gonna go shower and head towards my goal of this holiday...

p/s: My goal for this holiday is to complete reading the Jeffrey Archer book titled "Kane and Abel". I have been on it since GOD KNOWS WHEN. haha alright.

nights!

2007-03-04T19:42:00.000+08:00

It's so boring now. I have dinner later at 9 at the coffeeshop. Thank god my mum left me home with my dad cos I was apparently sleeping soundly. HA, good choice for falling asleep, she wanted me to go and help out. I haven been there since god-knows-how-long. I dont like the ladyboss for some reason. Hate unappreaciative and nonsense-filled people.

I can only be bothered to go down and fill my growling tummy. HA, mum asked sis and I to do her accounts. Purchasing statement and some other stuff. HA. right.. Like I will be so willing. I rather get down to working with Francis or if I do get the DHL job then it.

Been sleeping quite alot. EXAMS ARE OVER, SO IS BABY'S!! YAYs! haha so i slept like 10-12 hrs last night, 4 hours this afternoon and I'm still sleepy. I'm jus so exhausted. I miss my baby, we did not meet today. How bad is it not to be in her presence? SUPER BAD.

Anyway baby is calling!

2007-02-28T00:27:00.000+08:00

3 papers down, 2 more left. Microecons and FA on thurs and fri respectively. WAY TO GO. STUDY HARD TOO BABY!

Tonight, i'll be sleeping with my lover. Tight hugs, warm earthly comfortable cuddles. (:

2007-02-21T00:28:00.000+08:00

Soo Ying ought to be shot. She still has like 9.5 chapters of OB to complete and her exam is on Friday. Like no big deal la actually. But she has 4 papers next week which she is not even prepared for. To make things worst she even had a study timetable drawn up and she ought to follow it closely but disgustingly her stubborn and lazy self is unable to comply with it.

Dont say she is clever, smart and whatever she will be complacent. She wants As and she wants her GPA to at least be retained at 3.5. She is fucking egoistic and cannot lose to herself. Nevertheless, her ultimate rival is, herself.

Today the great Cheng Soo Ying invited her girlfriend and her girlfriend's friend over to her house. yes, they got angpow! HAHA they played "in-between" [yes, sounds wrong, but it's just a card game"] and mahjong. Cheng Soo Ying is a great host because she lost about $20 over dollars. HAHA. If you consider that a good host.

Cheng Soo Ying loves her girlfriend so much that she will wake up at 7am tomorrow and send her girlfriend to school and study at her girlfriend's school and hope to saturate her brains totally and come home full of glee that her brains were of much use. She really hope she will be able to wake up at 7am because she has recently transformed to be like a pig just at the arrival of the pig year.

She sleeps alot, falls asleep alot, gets tired easily, yawns very frequent. She jus yawned, didnt I just tell you something about her yawning?

Cheng Soo Ying is feeling very hyper and shall go study and prepare for tomorrow's study day.

Good night all, she had a very fun day with the two guests over at her place. =)

2007-02-20T01:32:00.000+08:00

I miss you so much and im not even sane enough to open my book.

come home soon baby. miss you bad.

it will really be nice to hear you call my name cos it sounds so sweet.. (:

2007-02-19T22:40:00.000+08:00

HAPPY CNY!

This year's new year seem funny. HAHA Have exams this Friday, haven even started studying. It's Mondayand Tuesday is approaching. BLAH!

New year's eve went over to my uncle's house ar Jurong for reunion dinner. Hmm, grandmother cant walk around, I think she is 90 or 80++ or 90 already. Saw my cousins and everything. Had steamboat. Came home and I did some business stats and went to bed.

First day of New year which is yesterday, woke up early. Bai nian to my parents. Got my red packet and went back to sleep. Missed breakfast cos I couldnt wake up. HA, went over to my uncle's house at Jurong, ate lunch, collected red packets, sat around.

Left for my other grandma's place. She still looks the same. Lying on the bed, we cant make up what she was trying to say. Crying and asking for someone called "ah yi". My aunt said that it's grandma sister and she misses ah yi or something. Then she was crying and saying she only want to see ah yi and that it will only be good if ah yi was there or something. ='( sad right?

So anyways came home and watched tv. went over to my neighbour's place to bai nian. Then ate very nice things there and drank nice chinese tea. HAHA. SO FULL. was watching Harry Potter at the same time. Came home, watched H.P and fell asleep. Woke up and continue watching and mum served dinner! (:

Today, woke up and went back to sleep. Missing breakfast again due to my ultimate laziness and tiredness. Showered and went over to Godma's place. HAHA. My cousins and aunt were invited too. Anyways, ate nice food. Had 8-treasure soup. Took 3 bowls of it, but only had half of it cos my godbro was being such an irritant and drinking it up. haha, damn fun. He said mine tastes good man. nonsense.

Played card games. Played the game "in-between" and LOST MONEY. If not for my dad my debts will be damn heavy. Haha I had 3 dollars to start off with. Lost it all, then I took out another 10 bucks from my angpao. Lost it too. Borrowed a few bucks from my sis, won and returned her. Lost all my money again and godbro and sis paid some for me. Then after that won and then final few rounds I was heavily in debt cos of a stupid move! Me and sis had to share to pay up 24!! My dad gave 20 cos he helped us get into the debt. LOL. So anyways, I lost like almost 25 when my capital was only 13. hahaa. what the hell. anyways, mum gave me some of her earning while being a banker, which is like 8 bucks or so.. So, I still have money la lol.

So, came home, played mahjong with my sis and mum, then fell asleep on the couch and woke up to go over to my neighbour's place. Had good food again! had to come home because my aunt and godma came over to PLAY MAHJONG. HAHA.. They are still playing now though. I was so bored jus now. Hands so itchy want to play cards but my sis and dad dont want. THEN OK LOR.

Angpows? HA, 340 on the first day. Total for the first 2 days is 424! (:

And, if u realised. I have not mentioned about the very important lady in my life, my VIL. She is currently at her boss's house bai-nianing, bbq-ing and winning money? She said she won 10 bucks. Lucks to you baby! =) Haven seen her for 3 whole days, thus I have been insane. So love sick la okie. Miss you so much baby!! =( See you tomorrow okie.

And, I haven studied. Now, im getting anxious and worried about my exams and my baby's. That naughty cat of mine hasnt been studying her maths lor.. damn naughty. Love you still, study hard okie!

BYEBYE.Wanna go find out where my lil cat is. Meow meow, did you eat fish today?

2007-02-14T23:57:00.000+08:00

HAPPY VALENTINES', everyone!!

I had a splendid day and I hope you did too!!

HAHA it was a day well spent, really. Different from all our other two valentines' day! (:

Met my baby after her school, ate lunch. Did some grocery shopping. Took a bus and alighted at Little India to go treading! HEH. I did my eyebrows too okie! Very first time. HAHA then my honey got a top!! (:

Headed back home and I had a surprise okie!! My walls were decorated with hearts!! Baby did them when I was showering la. HAHA so sweet right!! very nice!! Heh. then loving time and we went to cook!! YUMMYLICIOUS. We had creamy pasta with cheesy sausage and ginger beer. Baby did not quite like the cheesy sauage though...

Went to cut my hair. Xen took 1 hr to cut my hair and he cut rain's hairstyle for me la.. Similar that is and it's not nice. I look like a small boy. Not that I dont, but yes I look funny. I wanted a hairstyle whereby I dont need to style my hair and I wanted my hair to be long still la. Now, look at it. My hair will grow, yes it will okie. HURRY pls. So, I still have to style my hair if not I will look like a GOONDU!

Anyway, today I learnt that my baby really like my old hairstyles. (: Hair will grow, yes it will. hehe..

So for present, you know what we got?

For me: 7 bars of DARK chocolate. My favourite!! 7 different one okie. WOOHOO!! DARK chocos is the best man!! Plus, of cos the hearty wall la!! (: NICE!

For baby: Brown Lyrca Zara basic tee and one pot of GERBERAS!!

hehe love my baby so much that Im gonna go do my tutorial now. Have psycho presentation tmr. YAWNS.

2007-02-05T00:36:00.001+08:00

I miss you bad. I miss you even more now because I'm on the phone with you and you are telling me how sick you are feeling. Pls take good care of yourself k. Hugs tight.

My baby will always be a baby. Cant really go without sleep will fall ill. Always nervous, stress and scared then will headache.. Not baby then what? Poor thing la. Sends flying kisses over. ^-^Muacks^-^ Thats the wings by the way.

I think I'm quite mad tonight. Have test tomorrow. Gonna study once my baby sleeps.

Today baby was cramping bad so I boiled 2 eggs for her. She told me HARD-boiled eggs. So I happily cooked the eggs. Took it out from the pot and it was still watery. So I put it back and cook it. Then, my baby told me that it was supposed to be HALF-boiled. TOO BAD alr, the eggs were already 3/4 HARD-boiled. OH WELLS.

Sent her MSN supper to cheer her up. Precious, goodnight.

FA book, hello! (: (: (:

2007-02-05T00:36:00.000+08:00

2007-02-04T13:57:00.000+08:00

I'm such a poor thing soul who is being left home alone. And my baby is even more poor thing because she is having cramps, sick and working now!! beat that.

Gonna meet her later. I just tidied up my schoo stuff to look for my FA tutorials la. Have FA test tomorrow. Not in the mood to study. Still very exhausted la, haven been sleeping much the past few days!!

4 chapters of FA to study, I read through 3 chapters of theory already. But I do not remember anything much. DUMB. Still need to practice lah, so irritating..

I jus feel like sleeping and sleeping non-stop..

2007-02-03T01:19:00.000+08:00

Im studying for my psycho paper. 2 more chapters to go. I'm having a brain-block. I miss you honey. Sleep tight, rest well...

I've been thinking about you and me all these while. I dare not predict how the future will be like, but I really hope all will be good, just to have you by my side always. I strongly know that I can never get enough of you and I reflect on my actions daily. I keep failing and yet I keep trying. Cos that's how much you really mean to me.. I'll treasure you from now till then...

I miss you bad.

Nobody is gonna forsake this love. No one is stopping me. I will take you away with me. I'm selfish I dont want to lose; dont want to lose you in fact. So, I'm not gonna let you run away from your good man baby. .

Nights. I really hope I'll be able to do my psycho paper! (:

2007-01-25T22:48:00.000+08:00

I just did the quiz and I got 8/10.. Last week's I got 9/10. What the hell, but whatever la. HAHA these quizes are lame cos "if you pass, you will get participation marks". Literally, rolls eyes la.

I think I should really shut up and do my tutorials cos Ms Goh will be checking our tutorials la. So anyways, my exam timetable is out. Stupid Shit yet I dont know if its really that bad.

23 Feb OB 2.30pm - 4.30pm
27 Feb MBS 9.30am - 11.30am
27 Feb Bus stats 7PM - 9PM!!!!
1 Mar Microecons 2.30pm - 4.30 pm
2 Mar Accounting 2.30pm-4.30pm

As you can see, my timetable starts on Friday of the Lunar New year week. 27th Feb is screwed. And I only have one morning paper, not to forget, one evening/night paper. LOL. Great? The memorising subjects come first eh? Micro is memorising too, but not that contentfilled la. The days are quite widely spread la. At least not too cramped up, hor? I would love to experience the night paper. HAHA.

Anyway, I should get bucking up.

Message me soon. I miss you badly. In need of you, Im moodswinging bad.

2007-01-25T22:21:00.000+08:00

heys, I ought to be shot down la fuck. I've been so lazy since the second term started and it aint a good thing la bloody fuck. grrrrr..

I have accounts tutorial tmr yet I havent got my ass down to doing it la. Tell me im great. Plus, now I feel like doing MBS quiz so I am going to do it.

Have lots of things coming up next week. Econs project to be submitted yet not really started?

Went to visit IMH today.. it was alright. Not that fantastic. Yenny said she could hear them shouting, but I didnt leh. haha. Oh wells... Then the most interesting part was I met my sick lil baby. We sat down n talk, then ate and then went NTUC shopping!!! She bought a few stuff for her mummy and got sweets and swiss roll for herself and I got cheeseballs, the one in the bottle!!

The best part was I was talking about those cheeseballs in the bottle which I used to eat quite often cos mum and godma would always get it for me if they happen to see it. So, for quite awhile I didnt get to eat nor see it alr. And, baby chanced upon it!! COINCIDENTAL or what? So I gladly bought it cos my mouth ITCHY.

I keep rambling on and I reckon I should stop and get going! BYE!

I miss my sick lil baby. Take good care alright? Super naughty la my baby. love her so much.. :)

2007-01-23T09:52:00.000+08:00

HAPPY SECOND ANNIVERSARY BABY!! Yesterday was it! sweetheart came down to my school with my presents!!

I showed her the movie yesterday. Glad you like it!! YAYS. Two wonderful years with you, baby. (: Credits to Nique for the short video =)

Anyway yesterday I had my first project presentation, OB. Curently having MBS and my group jus finished out presentation. HEHH.

I'm bored, sleepy. I miss my baby!!

Shall go and watch the other presentations now.

BYE ALL.

2007-01-14T15:45:00.000+08:00

I'm having diarhhea and it feels like I'm urinating from my ass. Sounding as gross as it can be, it really feels horrible. I have absolutely nothing in my stomach to be purched out. Instead, what came out was water, the black carbon medicine and yellow stuff which I hope is fats.

I'm hungry but I should not eat anything. I'm hoping to lose some weight from here, not water pls.

I have accounts project quiz tommorrow and I guess I should get going and study. Then, do my projects and tutorials and hope not to urinate through my ass anymore.

ARGH.

I miss you baby. Thanks for sayang-ing me so much. SO LOVED - BLISS =)

2007-01-08T01:51:00.000+08:00

Just did MBS online lecture, it's damn irritating. Gotta keep playing and I wonder why the lecturer has to talk so much. Quite a waste of time. I'm gonna sleep after this.

Went for Sam's BBQ with sweets. Such a darling. LOVELY! Hope your knee and ankle is fine. Hugs tight. I miss you. Sleep tight, sweet dreams! (:

I've been love sick for the past few days.

Days are having their ups n downs.

I love you still, much, many and more.

I guess, I just need to spend more time with you.

Cos your kisses sweeps me off the earth,
and your lovely stares starts my heart pounding,
and my body shivering.

If my bed gives you the most comfort,
come and lie in it more often.
If my hand gives you the most security,
come and hold onto it longer.
If my love brings out the best in you,
come and take it with you forever.

2007-01-03T02:33:00.000+08:00

Everything happened and all left is the traces of it. Monthsary, Christmas, New year, Work. Holidays.

Christmas - Count down at TheRoxy with my love. We had very nice drinks and I was so high. Thank God I was so sober enough to get myself home. MUAHAHA. Got my ZEN NEEON! YAYYS! love it so much, it's like extremely nice and fucking sexy!

New year, spend at home with my parents. Yeah, it still hasnt sunk into my brains that its 2007 already. New year resoulutions? Yeah, I thought about some and I've already started breaking them. So, I shall have second thoughts about it.

The thought of projects is really killing me. Yeah, I'll try to do whatever I can. At least, I feel I'm much more productive this term. Way to go, half a term more! (: Oh, I still have tutorials to do and online lectureS to go through for this week. Better hurry, SOO!

Holidays.. Met up with people! (: Diy, Syaz, Est, Manda. Saw Nique. =)) Alright. Worked for 3 days. All 3 days were public holiday, pay is not doubled, but 1.5. OKIE right? Yeah, I have to convince myself its okie because someone at Carrefour earn 100 bucks a day. He does nothing much but sell the watches and roam around the place.

Then, I should move on and get another job the next vacation. I would very much like to try the boring and routine data entry! HAHA, want to see if it is really THAT boring. Typing so fun what, jus that you will be cross-eyed LA.

So, my baby starts school tmr, 9.30am class. And, I'm gonna go with her.

So bedtime for me. I think she is snoring noww? MISS her so bad..

It's true, I'm madly deeply in love with my lady.

2006-12-23T10:00:00.000+08:00

I'm still sick la, damnit. Started work yesterday. Worked from 1130am to 630pm and I went off for my dental checkup. Ate dinner with soot n ven and I came home and I fell right straight on the bed, was so s tired.

Helped them to bake the brownies the night before, everything was done quickly and I went to bed at 2am? Not sure if there are still brownies left, SUPER YUMMY!! Baby likes the brownies too, right?! Beams

Meting my honey later later! She's such a darling la, later going to Mango's Warehouse Sale hopefully and collect baby's top from pretty. heh

Tmr is Xmas eve! YAYs.. I wanna bring my baby somewhere nice! Xmas I have lunch at Godma's then gonna meet baby for dinner. Boxing day we have xmas dinner! On the 29th gonna go parkway to eat steamboat with the clique!

Before I go and use the comp and do my project, I jus wanna say a few things...

Sorry honey, I fell asleep last night. Dont be angry with me no more! Dont no love me anynomore pls? Sorry honey.. I know you wanted to show me something online too. Show it to me again, ya? I would have gone to my comp and see if not for you hanging up when you know I was sleeping. I would have talked to you on your way home if you had called me. SORRY SORRY!

LOVE YOU FUCKING LOADS TIFFANY THASNIM!

Each time I look into your eyes,
I still can hardly belive you are mine.
Mine for 23 Months already.
Happy 23th Monthsary darling.
Love you; adore you plenty.

2006-12-17T17:21:00.000+08:00

Wherever I go, you are with me.
Engraved in my heart, a company to my soul.
As you were over the phone,
I could sense you close by.
All I could do was imagine pulling you close,
giving you what you deserve..
Cuddles,Hugs,Kisses.

Perfect.

Life's good. Almost three weeks of holiday! CHRISTMAS, YO!
Mid sem test ended, it was cool. It was over in a wink, so much for the late night studying and rushing to cover chap after chap, and the anxiety to reach sch in time despite looking ugly.

I'm still suffering from the effect of those lost sleep. I haven messaged Francis for work. YAWNS. The thought of it tires me really.

Dad came back from hongkong, he got lots of goodies. Especially my favourite Almond biscuit. HAHA. Yesterday I went out with mum and godma. And, I think they spend more than 200+ on me? HAHA. I went Carrefour with them and it was a disaster, they asked me if I wanted anything which I haven managed to get it without their presence for the past 6 months? Oh, tell me about it. . . .

Mum got me 2 boxes of Baby and my favourite Danisa butter cookies. I picked out Freddo & Co. Cadbury chocolates, Kinder Breuno [3 in 1 value pack, saved some money there]. And later in the night, mum went into Carrefour and I asked her to buy me 1 gallon of my favourite Meiji Milk!! WAHAHA.

We ate buffet dinner. Saw this red rugged style Nike bag, it was on sale. Godma bought it for me as my Christmas gift at the price of $94.90.. Delighted I am. That was for being good she said..

Anyways, we went to the House of Feng Shui and yeah, the two ladies spent alot there. Me and sis got stuffs too! Godma bought me a jade Cicada and Mum bought sis and me each a small crystal globe. NICE I tell you. The globe can spin!! My world can move!

YAYs. I need to make out a to-do-list for this holiday, before I spent it away wastefully like always.

BYEBYE, I wanna sleep before heading out. Ciaos.

2006-12-12T13:55:00.001+08:00

I deleted the entries.

Paper was very good today. But, it doesnt matter to me at all anymore.

Snow Patrol - Chasing cars

2006-12-10T01:27:00.000+08:00

I came online not too long ago and two people talked to me -Leyz and De Jian.

I learnt something new from Leyz and DJ asked me out to study FA. HAHA

Anyways, I'm almost done with revising accounts tutorial questions. But Im not done with the Financial Reporting Standards that we have to study. Lots to read I tell you, hope I can remember the theory part pls!! And Im abit lazy to do some accounts questions. Soo thinks she is smart or what, huh?! Lousy poke.

OKIE. I've been a distraction to my honey these few days and I'm very sorry about it. I jus cant help being fascinated with/about you, love!

Getting jittery, mushy and high and _____ thinking about you.

MUACKS.

2006-12-09T23:00:00.000+08:00

HELLO!

I jus came back, went to meet my baby! We bought many things today! HAHA, so fun!

Bought a shirt for myself, sushi, vitamin C, facial mask, wet tissue, sweets, and more on food and Red Bull! HAHA. Bought the shark drink, gonna try it later..

Let's see how my studying has been:
FA - halfway, gonna do some questions and read theory after this.
Econs - done reading through all 6 chapters. Need more revision.
OB - 1 chapter down. 6 more to go!!
MBS - 2 chapers down. 4 more to go!!
Bus stats- not started, but should be alright!

I dont know if its prodcutive or I'm too laggy!

It's gonna be 10th Dec in an hr and it is the day before mid sem test commences. WAHH.. So nervous. Baby asked why I'm so worried about it since I've been doing all my tutorials. That's a point there, but I just dont like the thought of me opening the paper and half knowing the answers. Guess I would feel better if I totally know or dont know the answers? HAHA, mad.

Afterall, all I need is a pass in all my subjects, but I'm being so competitive against MYSELF. I dont need my GPA to be of an average of 3.5 anyway, since I guess I'm gonna take part time degree. But in conclusion I think I'm someone in high need of achievement eh!! Fuck, it sucks. But I guess it's in me and I dont like to lose!! HAHA not exactly dont like to lose but at the beginning of this semester I had a resolution of showing the best in me! That's precisely what I'm doing, doing my best. I dont try too hard, I'm just doing whatever I can, reaching out to the max boy!

I think this is quite a lot of bullcrap, but yet I think it does mean something, to me at least.

Ultimately, your greatest rival is yourself.

Baby said I do best in craps! HA, Miss that girl blardy lots.

Love you more than how much you confessed you love me today!!

2006-12-03T12:52:00.000+08:00

Test timetable is out, it's okie I suppose.

Monday - Financial Accounting
Tuesday - Microeconomics
Wednesday - No papers
Thursday - Organisation behaviour & Managing Business Systems
Friday - Business Statistics.

I'm rather glad that FA is my first paper and Business Stats is my last. FA is tiring and Business Statistics is a open book subject, so it's easier to study and it's the last paper!! Tuesday is Econs, get over and done with it soon! Just not too happy with Thursday, both memorising subjects. Shall just do whatever I can.

One week more left before test commences. I hope I will be able to finish studying everything. Haven folloewed my study timetable though, rather unproductive.

I plan to finish all my tutorials before I officially start studying, you know. Left half of econs and FA. Damn Damn. SO anyways, gonna have Udon with yong tau foo for lunch, mum's preparing now! YUMMY.

I miss my baby lah, gonna pick her up from work, eat something nice and snap pics of the Christmas decorations with digi cam. =))

Exciting! Tutorials now please.

2006-12-02T20:52:00.000+08:00

Firstly, You dont call my girlfriend a BIMBO. She is not one, thank you. I shall refuse it even if its a compliment. My girlfriend is/was your friend right? Yeah, I know about your mouth. I heard you spoke ill about your friends before, so I shall ignore what you just called my girlfriend.

Who is bullying your friend, Joy? Me? NOW, what did I do to you or her?

I'm not so free nor childish to sniff around for trouble or mess with you people seriously. What for anyways?? Just wanna tell you, I'm not interested to cross your path or your friend's nor bully.

That sentence was my own form of expression and my own judgement, anything wrong with it. I didnt say that it was a proven fact.

You dont have to talk like that. Hear no nonsense from me? Warn me? My nonsense wont involve you anyways okie.

You supporting your friend is fine with me. And I think you have misunderstood things or someone has been blowing this whole thing up. Because you made it sound like I bullied your friend now.

I need not say anything more because I just find what you tagged untrue and irrelevant about me. I find this pointless.

2006-11-28T01:58:00.000+08:00

It's such a nice weather to sleep, 1.51am. School early tomorrow. long day yet again. 7/8 done with my tutorials for this week. Extremely satisified. Gotta prioritise everything now, tests is coming.

Cant be bothered with anything which is worthless or useless. AND anything to do with USELESS, WORTHLESS PEOPLE either.. Haha..

I guess, there are never endings to things that we start or do. Anyhows, everything will be okie at the end. Is it okie? Ya, it is for me. Not for you? Too bad, like I care seriously.

Went Marche with my love, food was super duper yummy I tell you. Like superb nice, I had Ribeye Steak and my love had Sausage and Cheese bake rice and we shared mashed potato. YUMMY.

Then walked around town and then we went home! (: Nice day with you, grins!

I LOVE MY HONEY BUNNY MANY TIMES MORE THAN WHOEVER LOVES THEIR BABY. Dont blive? Go ahead and ask my honey. She will tell you, it's something special cos I call myself a HER bung. =)

Ciao, enough for the night, YO!

2006-11-23T23:56:00.000+08:00

I'm so tired and sleepy. So cranky, I miss my baby.

Surprisingly I finished my accounts tutorial already but the last question was kinda screwed, the balance sheet didnt balance and I'm too lazy to go check the mistake. It might take me an hour or so, tiring really.

The internet connection is not very good. So I shall not stay online, wanted to watch the series "one litre of tears". But, forget it, shall use the comp to continue watching someday soon.

Shall go and see what has to be done for my projects, I have 5 projects on hand by the way. Or else I'm gonna do next week's tutorials.

ProjectS:
1) Financial Accounting
2) Organisational Behaviour
3) Managing Business Systems
4) Microeconomics
5) Psychology

Look at that, damn shit. And to think about it, Mid sem test is in 2 weeks or so?! Again, I thought we just started school.

Tomorrow is Friday yet again, so fast.

Time, slow down please!!

I cant wait for the day whereby I can hold you close to me and just take in the never ending moments. Love you all these 22 months and still loving you always! MUACKS.

2006-11-23T00:09:00.000+08:00

Happy 22nd month on the 22nd!! YAYS!! Love you so much love. Thanks for the oreo, thanks for everything! Watched step up! Fucking nice! Two thumbs up, YO.
Love you Tiffieee! =)

Went to school today just to do FA project. All was okie, we were mad and we had nicknames. Mighty Mok. YOYO yen. Sidekick Soo. HAHA siao..

Im gonna do my tutorials now now now. Still haven completed my econs tutorial la. Stress..

HEY, Xmas is coming and I've gotten my xmas clothes!! This short sleeve shirt from Topman which cost 69 bucks. Woohoo. Fell in love the moment I laid my eyes on it. YAYYs. Baby got a top too! HEHE

One blog doesnt seem to want to load for me. HAHA. OKIE, NVM.

BYEBYE

2006-11-20T09:19:00.000+08:00

Hey. Good morning. I'm falling asleep in class. Having MBS make up tutorial now, right on a Monday morning. My class usually starts at 1pm on Monday you see.

Okie, I look sloppy and everyone says I look funny and they asked if I cut my hair, but no I didnt. I just merely did not style my hair. Going home after this to eat n shower n yada yada.

Anyways, I miss my sayang. =( The keyboard is ver nice to use. I have lessons till 6pm today. So tired already. -yawns-

2006-11-17T23:58:00.000+08:00

SMART.

S - SPECIFIC
M - Measurable
A - Attainable
R - Relevant
T - Time-limited.

Make good goals, thats my point there. Be SPECIFIC most importantly.

Anyways, I feel like I've accomplished much these few days. What not with tutorials, project and cleaning of my cupboard. Have work tomorrow (: Hope it will be just fine! YAYs. Haven been online the past few days, needless to say read blogs, browse frenster and disturb people. Came online once or twice to print my online school materials.

Anyhows, haven been free. And I realised that Mid Sem Test is around the corner. In december eh. Funny shit, I thought the term reopened not too long ago?

Few days back at school, was discussing with the boys about taking driving license and getting a car. So excited, cant wait to turn exactly 18 and off to take my highway code! Mummy asked when I wanna take it, and I said as soon as I can and she say okie, go ahead! YAYYs.

And I think I dont wanna take up golfing already, the person didnt call me back. So forget it, shall learn driving instead. WAHAHA.

Saw Diy in the canteen with Vonn Nnuts! HAHA. Ok, cool cool. YES, BE GOOD DIY!! (: See you around somewhere again! haha..

Gonna do something more productive now.

Bye all.

I love you. I know you can cope with all that emotions. Hugs & kisses.

2006-11-14T22:05:00.000+08:00

You know how I dislike dreadful school days. Today was one of the worst, the very first lesson we were all sleepy and restless already. Anyway, I went for all the 4 lessons as I planned. Cool, great and all.

But, it was a terrible time sitting there listening to the lecturers. HAHA, the very last lesson, Charlie Adeline and I were fussing around so much till the lecturer finally completed the lecture. Thank God its over! HAHA, we rushed out and went our ways. Bunch of monkeys! HA

Decided to go for my psycho lecutre on thurs from 6pm - 7pm. Long day on Thurs boy, 9am till 7pm, considering I have 3 hrs break in between.

Went to meet baby! Raffles city is such a nice place to buy food to munch on. Im full now, yes. Bought half a loaf of cheese bread, one huge beef sausage, one big triangle sushi [ I dont know how to pronounce nor spell it], one box of wow tako and lastly 2 bottled drinks.

NICE dinner!! HAHA.

Wonder if baby found her contacts, gonna shower and see what I can do!

TATA. Tommorrow will be fun (:

2006-11-14T01:22:00.000+08:00

HAHA.

OH WORLD, I just read something fuckingly ickingly hilarious please.

Someone thinks that she is God-damn popular.. LIKE YEA RIGHT. She thinks mostly everyone will know her.. I can count the number of friends she has with just one hand, okie I shall not be MEAN here, 2 hands then. HAHA.

My fats are laughing and imagine what a scene they are making. like LOL.

Fancy doing such stuff at a age of 18? Oh I forgot you are gonna turn 19 next yr. HAHA. stupid.

Goodness gracious me. What an interesting incident.

She tried to paiseh people you know, and it so does not work. HAHA. It's stupid really. For example, someone comes along in school, walks beside me and say "Hey you girl, with the styled hair, short and fat one!" Then I turned around and looked at the person and he said he wasnt calling out to me. WHO COULD IT BE other than me? My friends have long hair and they are not short n fat. GOT MY POINT THERE? Good. Stupid.

I guess bored and nothing better to do people do things like what she did. HAHA

LOSER, really.

2006-11-14T00:32:00.000+08:00

Before I came in to blog I had the intention to pack my bag and try to do some of my accounts or econs tutorial. BUT now, I feel so tired and baby came online already. Just feel like going to ZZZzzzz.

Yesterday (Mon), Baby was off, we went to vivo city after I ended school. Caught Material Girls. What a funny show. The two sisters were so determined to investigate the cause of the failure of the company. They succeeded and brought the company to a whole new level! Moral of the story: Never put 100% trust in others to run your company. Haha..

Walked around, Baby liked this top from Zara so we reserved it to see if she really wants to get it. We got onto this stationary ship, quite huge. And I think its the oldest passenger ship or something. There was a bookfair and yup, the prices of things there is fairly low.

Baby is off on Wednesday and she will be coming over to my home to cook for me! YUMMY!! haha Cant wait for Wednesday. I have business stats test on Thursday! Wahaha.

Im considering if I should go for tomorrow's Psycho lecture slot, maybe tomorrow dont even have. Then shall jus got for Wednesday morning's!

So tired, I wanna lie on my baby and sleep sleep sleep. Gotta wake up at 7.15am later to get my ass to school. Have to print notes la. Troublesome.

I miss you. You are ever so sweet n lovely. Watching movies always reminds me of me & you.

=)

2006-11-07T13:16:00.000+08:00

Linda and I are in the computer lab. Printing stuffs actually. But, vbus is kinda lagging. They haven uploaded the materials for next week. Thus, I haven nothing to print.

I cant copy my tutorial questions to Words from Adobe, pissifying! Oh wells, I wonder what I should do now...?

Play Mahjong Solitaire? HAHA.

OH, I had a nightmare last night. Must be all the random thought of Pontiyanak before I slept. In my dream, it was like a scary voice which jus randomly boomed aloud and give commands. Then, I wanted to on the light and it said "Don't on the light, I cant be in the presence of light." What a weird dream. I dreamt of alot of other things too.

Softball team? Coach, asking me to go back regularly to visit because she said she and the rest would gladly like me to join them, or something like that. With so many dreams, I'm exhausted to the max. So sleepy!!!

Have school till 6pm today, crashing Business stats lecture so that I dont have to come to school tmr,isnt that great? OKIE, very nice.

I love you honey. Lucks in your marketing paper later on! I'm sure it would be okie for you. SMILES.

2006-11-07T01:18:00.000+08:00

This song..

I just don't understand
Why you're running from a good man baby
Why you wanna turn your back on love
Why you've already given up
See I know you've been hurt before
But I swear I'll give you so much more
I swear I'll never let you down
Cause I swear it's you that I adore
And I can't help myself babe
Cause I think about you constantly
and my heart gets no rest over you

You can call me selfish
But all I want is your love
You can call me hopeless (hopeless)
Cause I'm hopelessly in love
You can call me unperfect
But who's perfect?
Tell me what do I gotta do
To prove that I'm the only one for you
What's wrong with being selfish?

I'll be taking up your time
Until the day I make you realize
That for your there could be no one else
I just gotta have you for myself
Baby I would take good care of you
No matter what it is you're going through
I'll be there for you when you're in need
Baby believe in me
If love was a crime
Then punish me
I would die for you
Cause I don't want to live without you
Oh what can I do?

You can call me selfish
But all I want is your love
You can call me hopeless (hopeless)
Cause I'm hopelessly in love
You can call me unperfect
But who's perfect?
Tell me what do I gotta do
To prove that I'm the only one for you

Why do you keep us apart
Why won't you give up your heart
You know that we're meant to be together
Why do you push me away
All that I want is to give you love
Forever and ever and ever and ever

You can call me selfish
But all I want is your love
You can call me hopeless (hopeless)
Because I'm hopelessly in love
You can call me unperfect
But who's perfect?
Tell me what do I gotta do
To prove that I'm the only one for you

Selfishly I'm in love with you
Cause I've searched my soul
and know that it's you
Selfishly I'm in love with you
Cause I've searched my soul
and know that it's you
Selfishly I'm in love with you
Cause I've searched my soul
and know that it's you..

To prove that I'm the only one for you
So what's wrong with being selfish, selfish, selfish, selfish...
So what's wrong with being selfish...

2006-11-06T20:31:00.000+08:00

HELLO ALL.

I havent met my baby in 3 whole days. Oh my fucking shit. Study hard my love, I will too! Good luck for your papers. Nothing is too difficult for you I know. Do your best and God will do the rest! MUACKSS. All the best, love you!!

SO, today is Monday. Baby had her first econs paper and she was telling me about it. so cute la she,CAN?! cant sleep becos she kept thinking about the paper. She is sick la, she needs to recover!! Poor tiffie, get well soon eh. LOVE LOVE.

So today, I woke up at 11, left for school at 12.30pm. Had FA lecture,OB tut,Physco lecture. 3 lessons straight in the row, power! I like it. HAHA then, home sweet home LOR!

Bought from cheers, the round mami maggie mee snack that we stocked up in our room, in Beijing. 50 cents per pack only can, so cheap. I bought 5 packs! HAHA, left 3 packs cos shared 2 with people. YUPPPS.

So, for my homework this week, I'm left with only one tutorial, BUS STATS.

Therefore...

Aim for tonight:
1) Business stats tutorials.
2) Psychology online quiz 1 & 2 & 3?.
3) Mahjong solitaire!
4) Next week's FA tutorials (maybe)

That's all for now.

p/s: I miss my baby lah. It's been three days and its driving me crazy!!

2006-11-05T21:12:00.000+08:00

I feel like i've been lagging for a year or so. Didnt settle down to blog properly. Been too caught up with things like being my baby's hubby, school, TUTORIALS [motivated to complete ALL. tell you why later], playing mahjong solitaire. SO YES.

School or rather my class has been really fucked up. People are disagreeing because of project groups, and why are they having this conflict? Because they are fucking KIASU and wanna group with those "good" grades and hardworking people. HAHA, so obviously I'm not one of the hardworking person to do project with but my grades are good, jus that i never showed it off! They might wanna "be my friend" if I let my good grades out of the bag. Anyhows, I have my group, so good for me. So, I'm gonna rise up and prove my worth. Lots of bitching and backstabbing going around, sadly, I'm one of their victims; one of the subjects.

Nonetheless to succeed in my "PROVE WHAT SOO IS WORTH" campaign, I have decided to complete all my tutorials and act competitive. Then maybe, just maybe, some people will fall into the trap and "be my friend" HAHA.

Note: "be my friend" is not a good thing. it means making use of me to their benefir. MAD

Done my OB tut, gonna do MBS now. Still have physo,econs, bus stats. Easy shit, gonna do them all, I tell you. I would have completed them if not for sleeping and playing mahjong solitaire. Still, Im gonna act competetitve k!

"When I'm determined, I am OKAY!" Bloody shit, go figure.

Good bye folks, im talking on the phone.
see you all soon.

2006-10-31T02:56:00.000+08:00

hi!

tagboard is up.

tutorial half done.

quite a rush n harsh semester.

got pressure ahhh..

miss meow meow!!

2006-10-20T23:54:00.000+08:00

Im listening to class 95's Love songs. HAHA EMO or what, but its fucking nice. Baby said she think I will like it and yes I do. YAYS. thanks love.

OH, haha I like the entry you typed for me. fucking sweet pls you. My fresh sweet POPCORN. so crunchy and yummy. CRUNCHY EH? haha You are baking cookies NOW. and, I'm telling you I WANT the COOKIES to eatt. Your precious hands on!

I still have two more days before work ends and the semester starts for me again. Been working continously for 8 days already. Two more days yeah. Sales suck seriously. What the best is 700++? and the norm is around 200+. GOD. Other roadshows the sales figures always nearly a thousand or more know. OH WELLS. yes, White sands is a dead town.

I got a star tongue stud. Getting used to it. HEHE. Baby honey has been coming down to look for me the past few days. SWEET THANG.

Here is my timetable for this very semester. And yes, I'm taking psychology for my CDS. HAHA and it caused my timetable to suck. Otherwise, my timetable would be fucking excellent.

Monday 1pm-5pm
Tuesday 9am-4pnm
Wednesday 2pm-7pm
Thursday 9am-6am
Friday 9am-1pm

Anyways, I think my term timetable really really really suck. But I just have to look at in a more positive way right. Look at WED and ESPECIALLY THURS. Goodness pls, Wednesday I have a 2 hr break from 4-6 before psycho lecture starts at 6pm. Thurs I have a 3 hr break from 1pm-4pm before my psycho tutorial which is from 4pm-6pm.

But, Monday I start late and end okie-ly. Friday I end early. SO its like start the week late and end the week early.

WAHAHAA. ENOUGH of COMPLAINING.

No promises is playing on Class 95.

SWEET STUFF.

Sunday is our anni!! BUT im working, No worries honey. I will make it up to you. Its been long ehhh...............

I FUCKING LUST YOU.

2006-10-19T23:40:00.000+08:00

since the owner of this blog is too busy to update,
I SHALL =)

today,my baby was so sweet and came down while i was working.
how sweet of her.
i love her so much.
then i went to eat new york pizza with her.
she ate more than half of my share,
but i still love her so much.
i was busy working, legs hurting,
but i know everything will be great after
i see my dear baby.
oh, i love her so much.
soon after, i ended work,
i saw my baby trying so hard to study her
econs.
oh, how i adore her.
sent baby home.
had a sweet sweet journey back
home thinking of my sweetest
baby-TIFFIE =)
end.

TEEEEHEEES (+
she's lazy to blog,
so i help her la.
i know this is what she wants t
say anyways.

love;LOVES.
tiffieee.

2006-10-08T14:04:00.000+08:00

I just ate my lunch and was talking to mum. She made me food =)

She just flattered me a whole lot while we were discussing what I should do after my dipolma.

Mum: Why do you want to go work instead of goin to the Uni? I think gg to uni is better. The salary you get from a diploma cert is not very good.
Me: No, what if I dont get a job after uni as I dont have any experience? That is worst.
Mum: why not you go for ACCA while working? Do it part time.
Me: Hmm, what is it? Isnt it something higher than degree?
Mum: Somthing like Master degree. Its quite tough, my friend took it for more than 10 years.
Me: Quite tough only? But its much more than a degree what? Then what makes you think I can do it since my only foundation will be a diploma.
Mum: You can work and study at the same time. So you get some experience from work. You need to study smart to able to clear it fast.
Me: Why you suggest I should take ACCA? what makes you think I can clear it, what if I drag on till like 10 yrs also?
Mum: ACCA you need to study smart. You study smart what! ACCA needs lots of brain work.
Me: OH okie, I study smart! HAHA. Need alot of brain work? So you trying to say my IQ quite high?
Mum: haha, I do think its rather high.

So,she left the kitchen and I washed the dishes. HMMM.. I almost fainted on the spot. One more choice to build my future. HEH.

Today, I learnt two things. HAHA
FIRST THING: I study SMART.
SECOND THING: My IQ is rather HIGH.

HAHA. Bye, Im going to shower n go out.

2006-10-08T02:42:00.000+08:00

Hey I love you honey.

I will nurture you with all my love for you.

Hugs tight, silly. You are the only one that I ever need.

Come back to me, my night was lonely without you.

Glad that I have you back in my arms.

No more tears, bring in the joy, fun and smiles.

Love you the same right from the very start too. =)

My heart beats for you honey.

My one and only love; you.

2006-10-06T13:11:00.000+08:00

Mum just came and asked to bring her down to the facial place for her to get a massage for her face. Okie, I shall be a good daughter since I dont really have much to do till later.

When I have to like wear nice nice, style my "ah meng style" kind of hair and get my butt on two buses to get to baby's school and carry her out of school and bring her somewhere else to make her happy. HEH.

okie, mum just asked me to go have lunch. I know there is chicken for lunch hahaha. Hope to hear from you soon about your paper.

It's been ~~two days~~ 14 hours and I'm missing you already. =)

2006-10-06T12:59:00.000+08:00

Hey honey love, good luck for your accounts test that you are doing right at this moment. Im sure you can do it, remember what I have gone through with you okie. MUACKS.

I've trained my left hand to be more useful by handling the mouse. Feel so accomploshed, mad la. I jus woke up. My body clock is still screwed lah. OH WELL. Mum still hasnt gone to work.

I have work tmr, under Francis at I think Carrefour Suntec. Grrr. But nvm la, next week I have a roadshow promotion at White Sands from the 13th to 22nd with Nick! haha not too bad la, but I dont really like White Sands somehow. Nevermind.

My stomach feels kinda weird huh. I can smell lunch, it smells good.

Okie, I got nothing much to say now.

I miss you.

2006-10-05T05:36:00.000+08:00

Examination Results

Student : CHENG SOO YING
Academic Year : 2006/2007, April Semester Supplementary Examination
Course : DIPLOMA IN ACCOUNTING & FINANCE

CODE: BBT1001

SUBJECT: Computer Systems & Applications

Grade:A

Total Credit Units(CU) earned to-date : 21 cu

Cumulative Grade Point Averags(GPA) obtained to-date : 3.5

Academic Status: PERMITTED TO PROCEED TO THE NEXT SEMESTER OF STUDY. [yaya like DUH! haha KIDDING LA!]

WAH LAO. FUCKING EXCELLENT. NOW I REALLY CANT SLEEP PLS. I WENT TO KAYPOH AT DIY'S BLOG THEN I SAW SHE GOT HER REUSLTS, SO I SHOULD GET MINE FOR THE SUPP PAPER THAT I TOOK.I GOT AN A. BIG DEAL CAN!

MUM WANTS AN A BABY WANTS AN A TOO. FUCKING HELL, I GOT IT. BABY IS SO GONNA BE DELIGHTED AND PROUD OF ME AND KISS ME ALL OVER BECAUSE IM HER GENUIS GF. MUM IS SO GONNA BE HAPPY, PROUD AND RECOVER FAST. GPA IS LIKE TOTALLY 3.5 LA. I EXPECTED 1.5 OR SOMETHING AROUND THERE, MAD. I FEEL FUCKING GOOD. =)

PEOPLE OUGHT TO BE FUCKING JEALOUSY. I DONT KNOW WHY THEY SHOULD BE BUT THEY SHOULD. BECAUSE IM THE MOST HAPPY PERSON AWAKE NOW WHO DONT NEED TO GO TO WORK NOR SCHOOL AT THIS WEE HOUR OF THE MORNING. AND I JUST CHECKED MY FUCKING RESULTS AND THEY ARE FUCKING GOOD AND YES, IM GOING TO BED NOW! HAHA FUCKING JEALOUSY? OUGHT TO BE LA OK.

HAHA PARDON ME, IM MAD AS IM SUFFERING FROM THE LACK OF SLEEP SYNDROME.

OK GOOD NIGHT, YES HONEY I'LL STILL BE HOLDING YOU CLOSE AND SQUEEZING YOU TIGHTER BECAUSE IM THE HAPPIEST PERSON AWAKE WHO HASNT SLEPT. HAHAA

JUST DECIDED TO POST SOMETHING STUPID, JUST FOR LAUGHS.

sit back, relax and take a short laugh. cheers and celebrate, folks!